Title: I'm done
Brazilian Cop - June 14, 2010 11:02 PM (GMT)
I don't even know why I'm even posting this, but I'm really thinking about ending my own life (no, it's not a joke). It's been too stressfull and I see nothing good. I believe it's my time to go sleep forever. Nevertheless, I have to know what is the best way to get it done. My current thought is driving my car in high speed and colliding with another in the opposite direction also in high speed. Another option is pointing a gun in my head and pulling the trigger.
Noone is going to miss me anyway.
Powerside - June 14, 2010 11:12 PM (GMT)
Hell man dont do it. :picard2:
You're a good person. Not a self killer :(
[df]Bongwater - June 14, 2010 11:40 PM (GMT)
hey man. dont do that. we all feel like life is against us sometimes. trust me.. ive been there. i fuck up a lot.
Msg me on xfire if u ever wanna just chat.
i dont see u online now.
taz08 - June 15, 2010 12:16 AM (GMT)
Dude dont say things like that , Life has its curveballs but thats not the way to deal with it . And you would be missed alot , Dont ever think that you wouldnt be missed . Anyways Im not here to compare stories or lifes but if you ever just want to talk about something and get it off your chest you can always xfire me taz082 ok man, Dont do it thats not the answer trust me .............
UwS BR Owner - June 15, 2010 12:49 AM (GMT)
I just took a nap and my phone alerts with with a new e mail and i see this wtf?
AntiDeath - June 15, 2010 01:43 AM (GMT)
same thing happened to a OZ member on the OZ forums. He felt that the only reason he was still alive becuz he cared for his gf. But in ur situation, u feel alone. The difference between a Mario Game and Tribes is Tribes is with real people and real feelings. With the lower population, the closer we are together even if we dont know each other that well. My cousin was in a clan M4L, Mercenarys for Life, and the owner of that clan went to the prom with my sister and boy, they were cute together and he made my sister happy. His life was rigged for success, he had great grades in college. But then, his father shot his mother and suicided. That is a real downfall in life. The ones who gave you life, ended their life. So few months later, that boy suicided too. Any death or suicide makes grief to not only love ones but to the ones who feel how that succeful dude went to the extreme becuz of the way of life. Instead of choosing ur own life or death ways, just let life go as it goes. Their is a Destiny in life and everyone has hard times. The best way to end ur suicide thoughts is to just exercise, walk, enjoy nature, enjoy the joys of Natural Life. Feel the fresh air, Take in the Sun. Feel the Feelings you want to Feel.
[df]Ninetails - June 15, 2010 02:00 AM (GMT)
Whoa that was really inspirational, it will get me going thru the day
AntiDeath - June 15, 2010 02:27 AM (GMT)
Matrixo2 - June 15, 2010 02:34 AM (GMT)
perrinoia - June 15, 2010 05:21 PM (GMT)
AntiDeath - June 15, 2010 07:13 PM (GMT)
Matrixo2 - June 15, 2010 09:25 PM (GMT)
I discovered that Perrin! nooo!
<!>bo'sdad - June 16, 2010 07:25 PM (GMT)
I have deleted the last two messages in this post, not for sencorship, but in general good taste. enemy, this was serious subject, your post was uncalled for.
AntiDeath - June 16, 2010 08:48 PM (GMT)
ya but the worst thing is, if Cop did suicide, enemy probably wouldnt care :o
<!>bo'sdad - June 17, 2010 01:08 AM (GMT)
I hope things are looking better today.
Pandora - June 17, 2010 03:41 AM (GMT)
I've been there. Occasionally I still get to that point. I'm available if you'd like to vent. It'd stay just between you and I.