I loved flowers. . . . it wasn't as much as the scent as it was the looks of them. they were just so beautiful that i could hardly believe they were real. For a while i used to be obbsessed with Lillys, I'd have one when ever i could and there was almost always one in my hair. That was back when I was a protector and i was supposed to be sweet. I was still getting used to the change of being a destroyer. I mean, i had the ho thing down flat. I could pursuad a guy into joining the dark side even before i took my shirt off, and then we'd have sex and he would be my little minion for awhile. i didn't really like that part but it extended the destroyers so it was considered a good thing. But i still had issues being mean all the time, being nasty, and hateful. All the bad things from the box. More then likely id never be a perfect protector, but at the moment i'd do anything to prove myself. To make it known that iw asn't just some wannabe.

Anyways. . . today i was at the flower shop. looking through, smelling flower after flower, my favorite scent was lavender, absolutly nothing could compete with that. There was a little hamock on display in the corner of the store that i probably wasn't supposed to be laying in, but i didn't really care. I had a small lilly in my hands, twirling it around between my fingers. i rubbed at a petal then placed it carefully in my hair the way my mother had showed me so that it wouldn't fall out. I smiled to myself and closed my eyes, taking a deep breath and just inhaleing the scent of the whole store together, it really was wonderful. I heard footsteps and smiled, people were coming near me, this could be intresting. I pulled a bit at my shirt and touched my scar again, something I always did whenever my emotions got a bit out of control. the letters seemed to comfort me in a small way.

I opened my eyes and looked around. i knew others were in the shop but I couldn't see anyone at the moment. . . so i closed my eyes. Unknowingly i drifted off to a unwated sleep. it was a nice dream. I was with my bro, he was showing me how to mess with my powers some more. He thought he had to train me, to help me become better, i don't know how that makes any sense to him but hes my brother so i never protest. Suddenly he was damon, and he was leaning in for a kiss. . . I jolted awake from my sleep, frightened by a loud sound, what happened i wasn't sure but i wasn't just going to fall back to sleep, i had to faind out what happened.