Well, hello there. I know this board is dead and I know why; I left. And I know that most of you probably dislike me for it, as this board was doing fairly well, but I don't think I owe you an explanation. At least, I didn't until I got back and - to my surprise - found that the people I liked very much had left me trash-talking e-mails and filled the c-box with crap about me. Thanks sooo much. That's why I think I should tell you all where I was.

I was in rehab. That's right: rehab. My name is Stephanie, I'm fifteen, and I was in rehab to treat my anorexia. I was taken away a while ago and you better believe that my parents didn't give me time to check into this web site and leave you all a very nice, considerate message telling you I'd be taking a little time off and spilling my personal life to you. Now that I see what's become of this board, I'm sorry, but excuse ME for not thinking of this place first when I had to go away.

While I was there they wouldn't let me use the phone or the computers. My parents made it that way for me because they knew I'd use the computers to blog in pro-anorexia sites, and the phones to call my encouraging friends. But excuse the HELL out of me for thinking that when I got back, though the board may be dead or inactive, I could start it back. But now that I see who you people are I really sure as hell don't want to. Here, let me read an e-mail I got:


wow, you're dedicated, aren't you? you know, i would've thought you'd at least leave a message. i mean, i thought his board was important to you. apparently NOT. wherever the hell you are i hope you're having a great time, because you're board is dead, and i'd never join a board of you're again. and next time: try getting the code right for a side bar, okay?


I'll disclose this person's name out of RESPECT, which I have and which this person clearly does NOT. I really wanted to get this place going again but as of now I have absolutely no desire to start up this board, and I'm sorry to those of you who did nothing and came back and are listening to my rant. But to those who did send me those awful messages (and let me tell you, there were a few), you can just go somewhere else. I have no reason to waste my time here, when you obviously have no respect for me.