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Big Mo and Charlie have located the drinks machine. They are both jetlagged and flop down in the corridor.
“Well this doesn’t look so bad,” Charlie says. “Looks a nice place actually.”
“Yeah I suppose, Charlie,” Big Mo says. “But it’s still a hospital ain’t it. I don’t like the smell of hospitals.”
Kat comes down the corridor. She’s whacked also and sits down besides them gratefully accepting the tea Big Mo offers her.
“Let’s check into the hotel,” Kat says. “Zoë’s in her room and the nurses are taking care of her. She’s exhausted poor love.”
They hate the hotel, but remind themselves frequently how worse it is for poor Zoë. The treatment is harrowing, too harrowing and Kat soon comes to realise it’s fruitless too. Big Mo and Charlie need to seek salvage in a bar, but the hotel’s bar is too pokey and neither are in a position to familiarise themselves in New York. They have to be there for support Kat with Zoë. They consider taking up smoking to calm their nerves.
It’s not long before Kat begins to look as ill as Zoë. Lack of sleep, forgetting to eat and constantly being besides Zoë whilst she’s undergoing all the punishment of treatment is enough to make anyone ill.
Zoë makes her mother proud, she faces up to her ordeal without complaining and makes Kat feel very humble in her presence. Within one month they both know that the treatment isn’t working. Alfie was due to arrive in New York in a week, and then Big Mo and Charlie will go home.
“There’s no point him coming over here, mum,” Zoë says wearily.
“Why? This is what we decided we’d do. Everyone take it in turns. Alfie and Lynn, even Belinda will be coming!”
Zoë shakes her head. “How about we forget the treatment now, mum?”
“No,” Kat wails, realising that as tortuous as the treatment is, it is her daughter’s only hope of survival.
“I coughed up blood again this morning, mum,” Zoë says. “My hair is coming out in handfuls. I want to stop the treatment.”
“I’ll talk to the doctor,” Kat says. She gets up from the chair and goes searching for him. He’s been called away to an emergency. No one else will give her any information. So she dials Andy.
Andy is surprised to hear from Kat, he’s been kept informed of Zoë’s progress by the consultant. He already knew Zoë’s chances were slim, but he hoped that news would be better. He believed Zoë stronger than Rebecca as the illness had been diagnosed earlier.
“It sounds too aggressive the treatment for her,” Andy says sadly at the other end of the phone. “Speak to the consultant, Kat, see what he advises.”
“Did this happen to Rebecca? Did her hair fall out, did she start bringing up blood?”
There’s a pause at the other end. “See the problem is…there’s not enough cases with this disease yet, Kat. And everyone responds differently to treatment anyway. Rebecca was sick a lot, that’s how it affected her. She didn’t bleed though and she kept her hair. But I believe hearing that the consultant has written a journal on this disease now and he has had some progress with one of the other patients he’s treating.”
Kat frowns. “How do you know that?”
TBC
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